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Date : Saturday, November 21, 2009 Time : 6:32 PM Sorry to my beloved so called "readers".......
I really didn't have the time to blog at all as you all know i am busy with my studies, work and soccer training. And i have really mess things up for myself, after so much time of thinking, i still think that i don't have time and i can't be a good partner so please just forget and leave me behind. I am really really starting to think thing that if i countinue this awful life, i will be in this piece of shit all my life so please my beloved friends forgive me for what i have done and i will change myself in no time. This is the newly formed motor bicycle.    I will say this thing to myself and my all my friends that if what i want i cant achieve, i am just like hamster in the cage waiting to be fed all my life!!! [i've just made new good working friends and hope my friends and i can make it to our goal]
Date : Friday, October 30, 2009 Time : 12:30 AM school ended and was rushing back,
i didn't even have the time to put back my books and have to ask my buddy to do it for me... anyways thanks ya! reached city hall asked kai ren weather can fetch me to OLD POLICE ACADAMY for my soccer training because i was not sure of how to go, he fetched me there and left for home, i when towards the field and was feeling wired... all the other players were like looking at me and was wondering weather they have seen me before and soon coach called me up to intro myself to the players, and when i told them my name they were super shocked because they knew me but they couldn't remember me because i put on super alot alot of weight....saded. After training friends called and told me that kabi landed up in the hospital because his knee was infected and swelled. when to TAN TOCK SENG, i was shocked to see the INFLUENZA things set up at the lift lobby and we had to sigh in with our IC to enter the wards and there could only be 4 person at the ward... talk awhile and left for dinner at "LJ" after that we took a bus back to TPYand when home... END sorry didn't have time to blog so often. I am sorry and sorry but this is what i wanted.
Date : Tuesday, October 27, 2009 Time : 8:19 PM back from school.....
sorry didn't have time to blog because i have started to work already. reached home cooked for dad and myself a little meal just to fill ourself, had nothing to do cause i have a off for today tml will be working again. i left 100 more days to the first step of my dream. i have thought and thought for this long and i still think that i will be better of being alone and you will do even better without me, i hope you won't blame me for what i have decided and continue life just without me. i am worried for my future and i don't think you need to worry about yours so just try to forget me which i have already done, and so should you. i am sorry for what i have promised you. i cant make it happen... going to sleep soon.
Date : Wednesday, October 21, 2009 Time : 11:09 PM
This is the new me. Are you all surprised? I bet you all are. (: I really hate this hairstyle.
Date : Time : 10:55 PM headed home after school,
when i reached home little one came dashing towards me, i took a bathe and when to take a nap, Woke up like about 6 plus called sister had to get my hair cut cause of work and my second interview. sis waiting for me at the $3.80 hair cut, i wanted a simple cut. i when into the shop with sis, seated in the chair and i tell you i feel like slaping the male hair stylist he is a worker without any respect for the customer he told me and sis to decide and wanted us to get done with it as soon as soon possible. i was like "what the F**K" i am like paying you to cut my hair... okok nvm i don't want to talk about ot already i cut my hair freaking short look like an idiot. going to sleep soom have a second interview tml. I AM TOTALLY SICK WITH MY HAIR CUT, LORD PLAESE HELP ME GROW MY HAIR BACK TO THE SAME LENGTH!!! I REALLY LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT!
Date : Time : 12:04 AM Was back from school, sis came to pick me up cause i wanted to go novena to look at the addidas track pants, but guess what...
When i reached i when up and was wondering why is there a super super long line of ppl, i first thought it was the SUBWAY but when i and sis wanted to walk into the shop a staff like shouted at us and said that there was a line of ppl behind me waiting i cant just cut them like that, i tell you i was like F**K look at the line!!!!! So decided not to go in already, when to Nike to see and Animal, soon when back to tpy and wanted to cook for family so when to NTUC to grab some groceries, Reached home at 0730 started cooking and i nearly forgot about the soccer later at 0800. Then my friends from opposite whistled then i realised that i was late. So quickly popped a pants and shirt on, didn't even get to cook finish but luckily my sister was there to help and i ran off to soccer came back ate quite alot cause i was freaking hungry, played with little one and watched TV and now going to bathe and turning in soon. Will be having another interview this coming thursday with some big shit of the hotel and i hope this will be the last cause when i come back from any interview i will be very stress... I must train to have what i have always wanted so i will do my best and persevere!!!!
Date : Monday, October 19, 2009 Time : 7:55 PM Back from interview,
sorry i didn't have time to blog this days, Today interview was great but there will be a second interview with some boss of the hotel and is an ANG MO!!! i freakin nervous already when interview with malay, now even worst.... nvm but i wall be working in a gym which is pretty cool hope i'll get throught haha. BISCUIT is very poor thing !!! always see us eat KFC look at me with his cute face and wanting me to give her some but i still couldn't give cause its for her own good. going of to play soccer soon. |
But I found out that I wasn't being treasured. Maybe, I wasn't good enough for you. Lastly, Thanks for the past One and a half years. I need time to think, and you too. 
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