woke up early morning,

Maybe ya i am really not good enough i guess, i felt that quite long time ago,
and i've told you before ya.

There was a last min change that i am not going to malaysia with my father and
brother to the fishing trip, due to the storms and rain in malaysia. sad...
i am not really sad that i cant go but sad for my dad that the trip has cancelled
because he have always been working so hard for my family and when its time for him to enjoy the trip will be cancelled. f**k...
enjoyment will be taken away from him.

Hopefully you will feel better off without me anyway it really seems that i am not good enough.