I really didn't have the time to blog at all as you all know i am busy with my studies, work and soccer training.

And i have really mess things up for myself, after so much time of thinking, i still think that i don't have time and i can't be a good partner so please just forget and leave me behind.

I am really really starting to think thing that if i countinue this awful life, i will be in this piece of shit all my life so please my beloved friends forgive me for what i have done and i will change myself in no time.

This is the newly formed motor bicycle.

I will say this thing to myself and my all my friends that if what i want i cant achieve, i am just like hamster in the cage waiting to be fed all my life!!!