Date : Friday, October 30, 2009
Time : 12:30 AM

school ended and was rushing back,

i didn't even have the time to put back my books and have to ask my buddy to do it for me...
anyways thanks ya!

reached city hall asked kai ren weather can fetch me to OLD POLICE ACADAMY for my soccer training because i was not sure of how to go,

he fetched me there and left for home, i when towards the field and was feeling wired...
all the other players were like looking at me and was wondering weather they have seen me before and soon coach called me up to intro myself to the players, and when i told them my name they were super shocked because they knew me but they couldn't remember me because i put on super alot alot of weight....saded.

After training friends called and told me that kabi landed up in the hospital because his knee was infected and swelled.
when to TAN TOCK SENG, i was shocked to see the INFLUENZA things set up at the lift lobby and we had to sigh in with our IC to enter the wards and there could only be 4 person at the ward...

talk awhile and left for dinner at "LJ" after that we took a bus back to TPYand when home...

END

sorry didn't have time to blog so often.

I am sorry and sorry but this is what i wanted.


Date : Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Time : 8:19 PM

back from school.....
sorry didn't have time to blog because i have started to work already.

reached home cooked for dad and myself a little meal just to fill ourself,
had nothing to do cause i have a off for today tml will be working again.
i left 100 more days to the first step of my dream.

i have thought and thought for this long and i still think that i will be better of being alone and you will do even better without me, i hope you won't blame me for what i have decided and continue life just without me.

i am worried for my future and i don't think you need to worry about yours so just try to forget me which i have already done, and so should you.

i am sorry for what i have promised you. i cant make it happen...

going to sleep soon.


Date : Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Time : 11:09 PM


This is the new me. Are you all surprised?
I bet you all are. (:
I really hate this hairstyle.


Date :
Time : 10:55 PM

headed home after school,

when i reached home little one came dashing towards me, i took a bathe and when to take a nap,

Woke up like about 6 plus called sister had to get my hair cut cause of work and my second interview.

sis waiting for me at the $3.80 hair cut, i wanted a simple cut.
i when into the shop with sis, seated in the chair and i tell you i feel like slaping the male hair stylist he is a worker without any respect for the customer he told me and sis to decide and wanted us to get done with it as soon as soon possible. i was like "what the F**K" i am like paying you to cut my hair...

okok nvm i don't want to talk about ot already i cut my hair freaking short look like an idiot.

going to sleep soom have a second interview tml.

I AM TOTALLY SICK WITH MY HAIR CUT,
LORD PLAESE HELP ME GROW MY HAIR BACK TO THE SAME LENGTH!!!
I REALLY LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT!


Date :
Time : 12:04 AM

Was back from school, sis came to pick me up cause i wanted to go novena to look at the addidas track pants, but guess what...

When i reached i when up and was wondering why is there a super super long line of ppl,
i first thought it was the SUBWAY but when i and sis wanted to walk into the shop a staff like shouted at us and said that there was a line of ppl behind me waiting i cant just cut them like that, i tell you i was like F**K look at the line!!!!!

So decided not to go in already, when to Nike to see and Animal, soon when back to tpy and wanted to cook for family so when to NTUC to grab some groceries,
Reached home at 0730 started cooking and i nearly forgot about the soccer later at 0800. Then my friends from opposite whistled then i realised that i was late.

So quickly popped a pants and shirt on, didn't even get to cook finish but luckily my sister was there to help and i ran off to soccer came back ate quite alot cause i was freaking hungry,
played with little one and watched TV and now going to bathe and turning in soon.

Will be having another interview this coming thursday with some big shit of the hotel and i hope this will be the last cause when i come back from any interview i will be very stress...

I must train to have what i have always wanted so i will do my best and persevere!!!!


Date : Monday, October 19, 2009
Time : 7:55 PM

Back from interview,

sorry i didn't have time to blog this days,

Today interview was great but there will be a second interview with some boss of the hotel and is an ANG MO!!! i freakin nervous already when interview with malay, now even worst....
nvm but i wall be working in a gym which is pretty cool hope i'll get throught haha.
BISCUIT is very poor thing !!! always see us eat KFC look at me with his cute face and wanting me to give her some but i still couldn't give cause its for her own good.

going of to play soccer soon.


Date : Thursday, October 15, 2009
Time : 11:05 PM

skipping school.

Was on the way home, sister called and ask me to meet her at underground NTUC so i when there to meet her and she told me she is organizing a gathering tml at my place so bought alot of finger food, drinks and etc.

Paid for the stuff wanted to reject the item cause my sister thought we could use our mothers IC to claim the link point for my mum cause we spent like over a hundred bucks then i told her to forget about it don't waste time i was very tired already, bought the staff and when to Mei Yan stall for my second meal for the day and took a cab home cause the stuff were quiet heavy.

reached home, little one dashed towards me and my sister, i then when to change and when to soccer at court at 8pm. finished playing and bought a packet of cigerette for my dad and watched the tv for awhile made the little one tired played with her and now she is asleep where i can finally sleep peacefully...hahaha.

lesson canceled for tml because business school is having a trip to malaysia but i was not following so they gave us a one day break tml will be joining alumni badminton at amkss at 3.30pm till not sure what time so if calling me out or something i am sorry.

Enjoying single life !!! hahaha hope i get through the interview on monday!!!

And finally i must slim down in order to do what i have always wanted!!!

going to sleep soon!


Date :
Time : 12:10 AM

woke up early and forced my poor dad to fetch me to school,

Sorry dad today was super lazy its a really eally lazy day for me,
when to school was caught wearing slippers like always...
attended class early like NERDS! then the malays arrived.
didn't really listen to the lecturer instead was listening to ne-yo. haha...

Otw to next class decided to get some chips to bite in class,
bought chip, while walking back to the FOURTH FLOOR!!!!
was walking by the corridoors to class i really don't understand why are malays are so irritating !!! f*** i was really pissed of by the way they walk, Their will like a bunch of FOCKERS
they think they big F*** sia take that whole corridoor and couldn't even give use a little space to
walk through and they were SUPER DUPER LOUD!!!!!! ok stop i should not elaborate any further
then reached class get scolded for wearing slippers agian... it seems like i can hear it for every single class.... seated infront of two FAT ASS irritating MALAY girls!
They were like mumbling and mumbling nonstop!!!
i really really feel like turn around and freaking shout at them to really ask them to stop talking for a minute.

FINALLY class ended.

when to the cafe to grab something to bite before i took the bus,
bought a burger and a packet of drink and walked to the bus stop waited for the bus and soon when up the bus was sad cause i took the same bus as yeaterday, i really hated the bus because the seats were to small for me... maybe i was to big for the seats.

reach TPY like in ONE freaking hour, when home took a bathe and when for a nap.


Woke up in the evening at about 7pm,

Second brother asked weather want to have dinner tgt,
i asked him to call KAIREN to join us for dinner, when to meet him
i ate HORFUN didn't really know what to eat.

my brother ate a free carrot cake didn't have to pay cause the auntie thought that he paid already... Super lucky LOL i was hungry so ordered popiahs to ate and when home after that,
watched tv and was talking about the BRUNEI KING! f**king rich ass has to much money and don't know how to share some to the ppl that need it more then he does...
sister called asked to have movie tgt at tpy meet up at 238 bus stop when to the cinema tgt and watch PHOBIA which is not scary at all was rather funny... seriously not scary at all its just the sound thats scares you... ok going of to bed soon.

hope to get pass the job interview on monday!
and wants my hair to grow back to the same!!!!


Date : Monday, October 12, 2009
Time : 11:53 AM

woke up in the evening,

When to wash up, and when online to chat with little cousin.
Soon my sister came back, and couldn't find the little one in the room and asked me where is she.
but actually sleep beside my brother's cupboard, then my sister laugh and said why she sleep until like that. hahaha....

the little one sleep like she never slept before, with her legs high up.
Shared a packet of rice with my sister but she didn;t really ate its like me eating the whole packet...

haha going to NUH for check up soon.


Date :
Time : 12:51 AM

just came back from work,

played soccer in the afternoon at the soccer court behind this petrol station,
played till about seven and when to have dinner at lorong 5 market. after that my sister called me and asked me to help her work, so i ate and quickly when home with my friends, when home and took a shower and when down to meet my sister but, when i was going out of my gate my sister burge into the house and started to play and fed the little one, then i said "like that also happy" then she said "ofcourse la !!" i was like "faster!..." cause she kept rushing me and she can still come home to play with the little one....

after afew mins we when down to meet the others up and when to work.

Then i reached home at about 11pm took a shower and going to sleep soon.

i am going to do what i always wanted!!!
i don't care.

going to sleep already will continue to blog tml.


Date : Sunday, October 11, 2009
Time : 2:54 AM

Woke up early morning,

had breakfast with dad and mum at a coffee shop,
my mum when to order some famous noodles,
and we like waited for like 45 mins till the noodles came...
that is what i hated the most!!!(waiting for my food).

And headed home to look after and feed the little one,
played with her for like 2 hours and when to take a nap for my 5pm game at
farrer park.

woke up at 3pm,

switched on the tv and took a glass of water,
and my friends called me up and asked how are we going to farrer park,
i told him by bike, so we met up at food court for our late lunch
before our game,
Then "civil defend" ask how are we going for the game, then i said bike, he then
decided to drive his mums car so i when back to put my bike and tagged along in his car,
as soon as we reached we changed and warmed up for our game,
and we played and won with the score of 6-3.
Packed up and left for home and took our dinner tgt at foodcourt.
Then i when home to shower and i didn't know what to do out of a sudden...
reached home at around 8pm and i watched the tv till now...
i was really blurr when i took a look at the time...
I GUESS SOMETHING IS MISSING.........
but i cant do anything about it...
i tried texting my friends but they all didn't reply me...
what has happen...
i guess i am lost...someone help!!!!


Date : Saturday, October 10, 2009
Time : 12:24 AM

came back from soccer with friends,

reached home half dead and didn't have the mood to play with her,
then skinny asked me to bring the little one down, so i thought that
it would make her happy and tired, so i brought her down and had a little chat with skinny,
soon skinny number two and "muncho" boyfriend came down and played with her till she was tired and sleepy, she then start to fell asleep and skinny's were so evil by not letting the little one sleep.(haha joking)
Then skinny's said that it was time le little one feeling very cold so i brought her back.
As soon as i put her on to my old pillow that i gave to her, she fell asleep immediately.


Date : Friday, October 9, 2009
Time : 9:05 AM

woke up early morning,

Maybe ya i am really not good enough i guess, i felt that quite long time ago,
and i've told you before ya.

There was a last min change that i am not going to malaysia with my father and
brother to the fishing trip, due to the storms and rain in malaysia. sad...
i am not really sad that i cant go but sad for my dad that the trip has cancelled
because he have always been working so hard for my family and when its time for him to enjoy the trip will be cancelled. f**k...
enjoyment will be taken away from him.

Hopefully you will feel better off without me anyway it really seems that i am not good enough.


Date :
Time : 12:22 AM

Just came back from last min work,

when i was working half way i heard my phone rang.....
then it was my brother asking me for the ipod,
i then take a look at text, i was shocked and didn't know what to do.
I didn't thought it was so easy to say it out, but you said it out so easily. sad....

And then when to Macdonald's to have supper at my brother's branch,
and when home right after that. Well let see how it goes tml i cant do anything
anyway.......


Date : Thursday, October 8, 2009
Time : 3:06 PM

will not be working already now going of with my brother to the food court for late lunch.
might be working at night.


Date :
Time : 1:44 PM

woke up in the afternoon,

didn't have the mood at all to blog.
grrr!! i cant think of anything to say at all.

Will be going to help my sis agian at 3pm.

Will be trying to blog agian at night.


Date : Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Time : 11:53 AM

i love you my baby girl!!!!


Date :
Time : 11:23 AM

Woke up late morning by my retarded brother,

he SPANKED my ass too wake me up. Fucker....
but i didn't get angry after thats cause i smelled Macdonalds,
haha my retarded brother bought Macdonalds for me as requested
so i didn't really get angry but only for a moment.

Soon will be going down to food court to meet my sister and friends,
my sister asked me and my frineds to help give out flyers,
i DIDN'T really like doing that but well its for my sister so i will just do it willingly.

Got to go already....
will be blogging tonight .


Date : Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Time : 3:25 PM

I'll be starting to blog from today onwards.

Woke up late morning by my sister,
head over foodcourt for breakfast.
Usually, I have to wake up early in the morning to feed the little puppy.
And look after her till the owner, which is my second brother comes back from work.
Butut now the little one is at my brother girl friend's house. Sad...
Will be going to malaysia this weekend with my second brother and my father.
For a fishing trip. Haha, I will be back on sunday because school starts on monday, which makes me sad cause I never liked school.


Date :
Time : 1:54 PM

This is my new blog!!!




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